man i wish homophobic people were actually AFRAID of gay people like could you imagine having the power to strike fear in peoples hearts with your homo
"If I do not have one trazillion dollars on my doorstep by noon tomorrow, I swear I will KISS THIS WOMAN on the MOUTH in front of your children.”
I just wished I’d felt a connection with her. Yes, she could make me a little lightheaded, but where was all that passion, burning, got to have it, would die without you, connection that everyone talked about? I should just stop thinking. That was always my problem, and the reason I’d avoided any romantic entanglements for so damn long. If I could shut down my mind, I would have jumped into bed with the first guy who approached me in college and every attractive sane fan while I was playing ball. God knew most of my teammates did.
Instead I was always thinking about how I didn’t feel anything for them, including desire, and they’d probably just wanted me because I played basketball.